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Been OTR for over a year doing flatbed. I love the job and everything that comes with it. Couple of weeks ago I started dreading the days and just wanted to get home asap. I like being alone, and introverted since I was a kid, but I have never felt the loneliness I have felt like I have had the last couple months. I feel like it has messed me up mentally and have thought of seeing a therapist. Three months out not having a convo other than work formalities “Here’s BoL” “sign here” etc etc. My speech and social skills/interactions have taken a plummet. Tomorrow I’m scheduled to go out but I really just want to take a month off. My pride tells me to “Man up” and hit the road just because I don’t wanna be unemployed. But, I feel my mental state is more important than money. I’m also afraid I will get into an accident since I’m not fully into it (for the time being). Just want yalls input since yall might understand since we work in the same field.



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