I started school 3 weeks ago, a 4 week course. I feel like I’m not progressing like everyone else. We’re learning the backup techniques and I’m constantly fucking up in front of everyone and it’s so fucking embarrassing. I fuck up when we’re out driving. I don’t think I’m that dumb but i don’t work well in groups, I’m definitely not a people person. I get nervous and can’t do the steps correctly and I feel like a fucking idiot. Anyone else had trouble starting out? I’m just ranting here.

