I became a trucker 3 weeks ago, and my soon to be ex wife and kids have gone abroad to the ex wife home country, permanently.
I’m alone all the time, I get nervous when I’m parked up at night if someone’s breaking in the back, I hear all these creek noises and I go and check and no one’s there, I feel miserable that when I finish my week and go back home that there is no one there for me, my boss is a cunt…
I really don’t see the fucking point anymore. Wishing everyday I go sleep I don’t wake up.
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Edit/addition: Fuck me! Didn’t expect so much blowup and support. I half expected downvotes and people telling me to go fuck myself.
Thank you so much to every single one of you. It made my day to finish a 13 hour shift and I’ve just spent an hour reading all this.
I’m feeling better today. I’m going to at this point in time take the advice of “keep on trucking”.
I waited a year to get this licence and failed my test twice, and had to drive 94 miles each way to do the licence test… And quit my old job to make time to actually do the licence test. I won’t give it up that easy.
Some days tho I feel like it, but I’m glad today is not one of those days and I’m glad for all the support you guys and ladies (I assume there’s at least 1 here) have given me.
I forgot to add in the original post that I became a trucker recently in the UK. All of you think I’m a Yank, I’m not.. sorry to say but I’m a British cunt. Let me know if any companies over there are accepting British immigrant truck drivers.
I can drive the shit tight arse roads here in a 16 foot long 13.6 foot tall truck and trailer (curtainsider or flatbed with steel what I’ve done so far) so if I can do that I’m sure I can drive on your huge roads.
